when hati become so gila teruk

uurrrggghhhh!!!! i can't stand it anymore. i just really miss u. i always keep on thinking about u. :'(
please don't make me fell like this. i feel so lonely without u. and i know that u never know what i feel right now. i know that i'm not the one for u. i'm sorry that i can't be the perfect one for u. i guess i can't win your heart. and there is no space for me in your heart right. and now what i can do only love you from far far far away. but i want you to know that I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU =_=

macam mana nak buat kalau dah psycho

memang sial lar tempat tuh

macam FUCK gila kott 

aku punya lar beriaria xmaw p dah tempat tuh

tapi da kena p lagi haraammm btoi. ish!

macam mana nak buat nyh.

confused sangat2 daa.

kalu lepas kpd lepas nyh kena p g aku tatiaw lar

memang sahsah aku nyh psycho

something wrong in somewhere lar aku nyh.

pppffffffttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!

=_="

i'm sorry i can't be PERFECT

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

takut untuk rasa lagi

durr! -_-'

xmaw lar terlalu mengharap.

dia pun sangat bahagia dengan tuttt.

xmaw nanti aku sendiri yg kecewa teruk.

aku gak yg merana and terseksa nanti.

kali nyh aku btoi2 xmengharap.

aku xmaw mengharap pada sesuatu yg tak pasti.

so better aku diam kan diri.

the best way is stop liking him and go farfar away from his life.

and the most important is stop thinking about him!

ggrrrrr!

i just really miss you.

i can't stop thinking of you.

i still love you.

why is this happen to me?

why you did this to me?

why me?

terima kasih kawankawan =')

 aku rindu bila kelip2 always together no matter what happen :'(

 aku rindu bila kita cam na pun xpa :'(

 aku rindu bila kelip2 selalu menggila xtentu pasai :'(

 aku rindu bila kita sentiasa ada utk bersama :'(

 aku rindu bila kita nak lintas jalan sama2 :'(

 aku rindu bila kita bt 'muka kering' and public tgk kita menggila :'(

 aku rindu bila kita sama2 jaga diri :'(

 aku rindu bila kita jadi prasan suma bda kita pya :'(

 aku rindu bila hati da gembira sangat apa pn xkisah :'(

 aku rindu bila kita suka betapa merapu sama2 :'(

 aku rindu bila kita bt jahat sama2 n kita tanggung sama2 :'(

 aku rindu bila kita mmg muka tataw malu :'(

 aku rindu bila kelip2 mula berkelip xingat dunia :'(

 aku rindu bila saat2 kita sama2 meluahkan perasaan :'(

 aku rindu bila kita lepak sama2 tnpa pikiaq pasai cikgu :'(

aku rindu bila kita sependapat :'(

aku rindu suma benda. aku rindu kawankawan aku. aku rindu KELIPKELIP. if i could turn back time i wish i could be happy together with my KELIPKELIP. and now i guess there's no more KELIPKELIP -_-

kalu diberi peluang aku nak balik bersatu. bersatu teguh bercerai........xyah lar kott. aku xmaw suma bda nyh jadi. aku happy bila kita bersama. tak kira apa kita bt pn kita tanggung sama2 kan. kita bt jahat pn sama2 kan kita menggila pn sama2. tp pas spm ja suma bwk haluan masing2. n now da berpecah. just tgai aku ngn vina jaa. mana janji kita always together tak kira apa pn yg jadi. hurrmmm. suma tuh just janji kan. word janji mmg kita xblay guna n caya. it just a word. eemmm. aku harap yg lain tuh bahagia ngn kawan2 baru k. aku syg ampa suma. just ampa suma ja yg bagi aku happy. and i wish we could be together back =')

haaa..eemmm.. -_-

i never felt nothing in this world like this before

now i'm missing you and i'm wishing

you would come back through my door, ohh

why did you have to go? you could've let me know

so now i'm all alone

boy, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance

with you not around it's a lilttle bit more i can stand, ohh

and all my tears they keep running down my face

why did you turn away?

so why does your pride make you run and hide

are you that afraid of me?

but i know it's a lie what you keep inside

this is not how you want it to be

so baby i will wait for you

cause i don't know what else i can do

don't tell me i ran out of time

if it takes the rest of my life

baby, i will wait for you

if you think i'm fine it just ain't true

i really need you in my life

no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you

been a long time since you called me

(how could you forget about me)

you gotta be feeling crazy

how can you walk away, everything stays the same

i just can't do it baby

what will it take to make you come back?

boy, i told you what it is and it just ain't like that

no, why can't you look at me? you're still in love with me

don't leave me crying

baby, why can't we just, just start over again?

get it back to the way it was

if you give me a chance i can love you right

but you're telling me it won't be enough

so baby i will wait for you

cause i don't know what else i can do

don't tell me i ran out of time

if it takes the rest of my life

baby, i will wait for you

if you think i'm fine it just ain't true

i really need you in my life

no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you

so why does your pride make you run and hide

are you that afraid of me?

but i know it's a lie what you keep inside

this is not how you want it to be

baby, i will wait for you

baby, i will wait for you

if it's the last thing i do

so baby i will wait for you

cause i don't know what else i can do

don't tell me i ran out of time

if it takes the rest of my life

baby, i will wait for you

if you think i'm fine it just ain't true

i really need you in my life

no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you

i'll be waiting